Harimau Muda Baham Garuda :)

hye , dh lme aq x update pape kat sini. cuti punyalah lame ,tpi aq x update pape pon.well ,saya ni malas :)tadi tengok bola ,Malaysia lawan Indonesia.Alhamdulillah ,Malaysia menang !! terbaik arHarimau Muda. Sayang korang ketat ketat. but ,x boleh happy sangat coz ada g match pasni.hope Malaysia menang ,kita kena attack dengan lebih sharp sikit coz kita mcm lack kt bhgian attack.papepon ,aq bangga dengan pasukan Harimau Muda kita ni :)bukan senang tau ,main kt tmpt org.stadium full dengan supporter indon ,kena boo ,kena macam2la but dorg still show us a good games :)tp aq sakit hati gak dengan segelintir orang indon ni ,sesuka hati mak bapak dorg je nk cakap Malaysia niMalayshit ngan najis. Kepala awak la.xde sivik? korg cri makan kat sini gak ,sedar sikit.shut ur mouth off !papepon ,to Harimau Muda.this saturday ,Malaysia de game lg. GOOD LUCK :)
p/s :korang perasan tak player Malaysia yg pakai jersey no 19. Wan nama dia. saje nk bg tao ,dia COMEL :)

Angry angry !!

hyepz ..

now dah pukul 5.38 am .. pagi2 ni suppose to be sejuk but now aq tengah panas gilaaa..

bukan panas apa .. aku panas hati.. geram !! semua ada .. geram tahap2 maksima ar ..

dengan boyfie aq lak tdo awal , sapa suroh main futsal . geram aku .. download aku semua slow2 .. 

geram2 .. terpaksa buat dua tiga kali .. and yang paling aku sakit hati is aq xdapat nk skype ngan izham !!!!
bongokkksss betol lah abang aku ni .. dari tadii kau xnak online bilaa aku nak skype time tu lah kau nak pakai tenet .. dahla lama , GERAM !! macam nk nangis pon ada .. aku rindu dia siot !! kau faham tak ? 

arghh , malas aku nak emo2 ni , aku nk tdo .. bye sume :)

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i hate MYSELF !

ya Allah !

aku tak tao npe ngan aku ni. i am stupid. yes , i admit that .. i am stupid. aq rse down gilaa pagi ni. 

kenapalah aku gatal sangat nk ingatkan laki bodoh tu? aku tak suka sebenanya nk tulis kt sini sbb laki n especially about him. but aq tak tao nak luah kat sapa dah. i cannot stand with it anymore. it burden me soo much. 

yesterday was my birthday ,but i'm not in the mood to story bout that. what that burden me ,yg buatkan jiwa aku kacau is ,he wish my birthday. if that's only a simple wish itsokay for me ,but..but? argh, don't know .. he text me and even call me. if i know it was him ,surely i will not pick up the call but i don't know. he used a new number. how stupid i am? we talk and talk ,at first it's just a normal conversation ,wishing me happy birthday and ask me to do well in future and etc.. then ,suddenly dia flash back all our memories. dia cerita bout mse aku ngan dia smbut birthday aku ,birthday dia.. all moment that we spend together. 

aku dh KLMJ dh. boyfie aq call pon aku dh tak layan. entahlah ,it sound silly for u guys but could u imagine? we met and know each other dh almost 6 years already. means , aku kenal dia mase 2005 dlu lgi. happy je then tiba2 we berpisah. entahlah don't know. aq tao aq patut lupakan dia. i should forget him but cane aq nk lupa dia kalau dia orang yang selalu aku cari setiap masa. aku bgun pagi tgok handphone n i hope that he sent me a message. it's enough for me even it's just a simple message. tell me how should i forget him if he always text me with ayat2 ktorg dulu. mcm xde pape yg jdi ngan ktorg. bila dia salu ckp bnda yg sama mse ktorg couple dulu? the sweet message that make my heart melted. aku tahu dia mmg sweet talker but i know him well. apa yg dia ckp suma dtg dri dia. iy comes from his heart. i know that sebb dia bukan jenis yg pndai main2 ayat ni. dri dulu lg. how should i forget him? 

and yesterday msa birthday aku ,dia ajak aku return. aku tak tao nk ckap apa. honestly ,mmg aku nak because i only want him to be by my side. but now aku dh ada someone. and someone tu banyak sabar ngan perangai aku. even aku cita tntg ex2 aku pon he still can smile. someone tu gak tahu cite aku dgn dia. entah, aku pon dah jnji nak lupakan dia. but i can't ! i don't know why. otak aku dah serabottt!! 

dear my heart : please buang and forget mohd izham bin zaini !! 

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Adam oh Adam

hye-2 !

now aq tengah exam ,final exam.. haha.. tension dow study .. dah mereng kepala saya ni .. hee~~but now aq dah lega sikit coz dah habis jawab eco .. agak puas hati gak lah .. tak lena tido aq sebab eco .. now , 3 paper to goo~!!! go go go !! haha ... aq nak pointer aq tinggi lagi dari last sem .. :) aminn :) 

korang tao tak ? malam ni entah , tetibe je aq rasa rindu ngan someone .. someone yang dulu selalu bagi aku semangat even dia tak kenal aq .. i just don't know why ? bila aq marah o pape jelah .. ingat dia ,automatic aq cool balik .. aq sanggup bangun pagi-2 sebab nak tengok dia kat tv ,even pun rancangan tu aq dah pernah tengok .. lagu dia tiap malam aq dengar .. someone who named Mohd Aizam b Matsaman atau Adam Af2 ..

ehem-2 .. msti korang tak tao kan , dulu before aq minat suju ,aq kira die hardcore fans adam ar .. since dia kat af2 lg ..family aq ,kawan2 aq semua tao sampai kawan aq kat jb dulu panggil aq adam :) kira fanatik ar aq ngan adam ni .. sape berani kutuk dia depan aq memang kena la ngan aq .. susah lah aq nak explain ,senang cite makan minum semua la aq teringat kat adam ni .. mase aq darjah 6 lagi dah aq dah minat dia ni .. birthday dia , dia lahir bila , warna peberet , makanan peberet and semua lah .. 

aq suka suara dia , sedap je .. dulu ye ar ,aq belum kenal super junior .. aq kenal adam je .. habis meja kat sekolah aq dulu aq conteng nama adam .. buku nad semua lah .. aq pernah buat buku tentang adam .. kira kitab adam ar , hahaha .. my mom yg bagi nama tu  .. sayanggg giler aq ngan buku tu , bile g sekolah aq sorok kan buku tu sebab takut hilang .. aq pernah beli poster dia ,kwan aq jual rm8 .. haha .. tapi kan tu poster kat dalam magazine je pon .. sebab nak punya pasal aq beli gak .. mase tu form 2 .. hehe .. pantang namapak muak adam kat magazine , terus aq beli pastu artikel2 n gambar2 adam semua aq simpan in one file .. memang masa tu aq sayang giler2 ngan adam ni ..

aq selalu tengok video dia sampai aq tulis apa yg aq dah tengok kat dalam buku .. g jom heboh , aq g lmbat then dgr2 je suara adam aq terus tinggalkan mak bapak aq jalan laju2 g kat booth hotlink which is tempat adam perform .. memang lupa ngan family terus sebab apa yang aq fikir is adam je mase tu .. kalau ingat balik funny gak .. hehe . but , tu semua pengalaman aite ? dulu aq suka tengok adam dengan farah .. sumpah dorangg sangat2 sweet okay .. hehe .. tapi takde jodoh kan ? macam2 lah kenangan aq masa aq jadi peminat fanatik adam ni .. senang cite everything i do , msti teringat ngan adam .. honestly , adam ni such a good boy .. dia memang seorang yang hormat dengan orang tua , suka budak2 n baik sangat2 .. adam ni tak pernah sombong dengan peminat2 dia .. always layan fans dia .. entahlah ,tetibe je aq rasa rindu nga dia .. aq perasan aq start kurang ngan bila aq tengok super junior .. bila aq kenal super junior aq terus lupa ngan adam .. bukan lupa lh ,but kurang .. tak macam aq before kenal super junior ..

tapi kan .. kalau korang nak tao kan .. sebab adam lah aq kenal super junior ni .. aq still ingat ,mase zoom in kat rtm1 .. adam and bad boys ada nyanyi lagu endless moment by suju .. start dari situ la aq asyik dengar lagu endless moment je .. then start dari situ lah aq asyik tengok suju je .. and now aq dah sayang suju .. promise to support, believe , protect and love super junior forever ..dah2 , now post about adam . hehe .. malam ni aq rasa rindu sangat2 dengan adam .. sayu je hati aq dengar lagu lama adam .. lagu2 dari album dia yang pertama smpai yg ketiga .. sanggup aq tak makan dulu sebab nak beli album adam .. g tengok filem dia , senyum sorg diri aq dalam wayang tengok dia berlakon then beli pulak cd filem tu . beli novel ada .. badang n main-main cinta .. pergghh ,macm2 lagi lah .. poster n gambar2 adam still ada sampai sekarang .. banyak oy . sayang aq dengan gambar2 tu semua sabab tu aset yang paling aq sayang sebab gmbar dlm tu aq start kumpul dri adam kua news dapat no 3 kat af2 .. sejak haritu aq simpan .. lama tak ? hehe .. 

kalau fikir2 kan balik , tahap kegilaan aq masa aq minat adam dulu lagi gila and besar dari now , i mean dengan super junior .. i am ELF and forever will be .. but entah ,mungkin masa tu aq tengah muda2 ,zaman sekolah sebab tu aq cmtu .. huhu .. and adam pon senang nak jumpa .. artis kat malaysia ni adam je aq support .. *sighh .. adam , aq rindu kauu!! aq nk je jdi macam dulu ... stalker kau but now hati saya milik super junior .. wkwkwkwkw~ but don't worry , kau tetap special bagi aq .. cannot explain in word .. i love evrything bout u .. please be healthy and kurang kan berat badan coz u getting biger nowadays .. hehe . kidding ;p

p/s : malam ni mode aq rindu ngan mohd aizam bin matsaman or adam af2 :( u teach me a lot of thing bro .. thanks for it .. good luck !!

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suffering ..

hye.. what's up guys~

i'm so stress lately ni ,next week dh final exam. pergggh ,cyezly.. i didn't ready yet ,mentally and physically :( sem ni aq banyak main. study tak sangat. bila kat hostel ,movie je keje. takpon gosip with my buddies :) ahaha. well ,we're girls btw. girls and gosip tak boleh d pisahkan k? so ,no big deal la kn? 

back to my entry. suffering.. yes ,i am ! aq ta tao kt spe aq nk luahkan .. my sis? aq tao dia ta kan nak dengar punya. for her, suju is more important. setakat problem aq takde dia dgr. kalau dgr pon dgn muka ta ikhlas dia tu. malas ar aq. cyez ,aq rasa kosong sejak best friend aq pergi dri hidup aq.nisreen ,aq rindu kau babe. kau sorg je yg faham aq. kau je tmpat untuk aq luah semua. sorry for everything. :'( 

aq rindu nisreen ,dia yg selalu ada bila aq happy ,sedih ,n semua lh. i need her. but ,kita ta mungkin akn jdi cm dlu. semua mistake aq. kalau lah adik aq faham aq ,aq takde lah rasa sakit cmni. nevermind lah :)

hidup aq hura hara sikit sekarang ni. emosi aq pon sme. tak stabil. haha. aq pon ta tao npe. macam aq selalu cakap ,aq senyum depan orang ta bermakna aq happy. dlm hati aq ,spe tao kn ? aq rindu izham. aq pon dah ta tao npe ngan aq. aq rindu dia! aq tao , aq ngan dia tak mungkin akan back macam dulu. aq tao semua tu ,n aq sedar sapa diri aq n aq tao dia dah de someone now. n aq pon sme gak. masing2 dh ada life sendri. but aq ta tao knape susah sangat aq nak lupakan dia. aq dah cuba ,tpi ta boleh. at the end , still nama dia gak yang aq ingat ,muka dia gak yang aq kenang. 

tadi dia msj aq ,dia tnya aq still tunggu dia o what? n dia msj aq suruh aq study sebab final dah ta lma. FUCK ! aq nak lupakan kau lah bodoh. tapi bila kau muncul ,kau msj aq. cane aq nk lupakn kau? knape kau tunjuk yg kau care ngan aq? tadi kau msj. kau cakap kau rindu aq, n nape aq dah berubah.. n kau tanya aq still tunggu dia o not coz dia still tunggu aq.  dahlah izham, stop playing with my heart. cakap kau semua aq dah tak caye. kau janji n kau gak broke all the promises.. 

entahlah ,aq pon tak tao nak cakap ape. hati aq sakit. sakit sangatt. orang tak tao ape yg aq rasa. apa yang dia rasa. aq ngan izham je tao ape jadi. so , korang-2 , jangan nak blame aq bila aq ingat dia. korang tak tao dow pe yg aq rse. korg boleh comment je, izham dah pupus la.. izham tak guna ar .. n etc .. sedih aq dgr semua tu. sumpah sedihh. korg ta tao apa yg aq rasa.. dh lma aq knal dia, lama sangat-2. i know him well. even dia banyk sakitkan aq ,but dia selalu ada ngan aq. make me smile when aq down. selalu motivate aq. dri dulu smpai skrg. korg tak tao tu semua.. bila aq sedih ,korg ada tak ngan aq? takde kn? aq bukan nk bias izham ,but.. salah ke aq sayang dia? n salah ke bila izham care ngan aq? 

aq sedar aq sape, tak yah nak ingatkan aq. aq tak layak pon ngan dia. aq sedar diri. aq sedar semua tu. aq pon dah cakap ngan izham semua tu. entahlah .. aq tak tao nape hati aq sakit sangat malam ni. sebenarnya post ni bukan nak blame izham pon, just aq nk cakap pe yg aq rase. cyez la aq cakap, aq tak mengharap pon aq akan back ngan izham. dia suroh aq hbis study dlu.  yes, i will.. i will make u proud bb. n thanks for being such a good friend for me. mcm izham ckp ,kita tak tao pe akn jdi esk. but ,anything happen esok pon. my heart still the same. beating for you. love u bb. u are my endless moment. :) 

good luck in ur final k? please smile always n happy always. anything happen in future , im here. waiting for u. just u. only u. love u soo :') even now u we're remain as a friend , but for me.. itu dah cukup buat i happy.. im lucky to meet n know someone like u. i know , everything u do , there's reason behind right? i believe in u. let's be friend forever k? thanks. :) 

Mohd Izham b Zaini .. Only U In My HEART !

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Kim heechul :'(

anyyeong , salam!

dh lme gile aq x update blog. bukan busy , buat aq malas. haha. ;p

i bet ELF kt luar sane semua dah tahu kan , kim heechul enlist in army on september 1st kn ? terus terang aq cakap , heechul bukan bias aq. tpi bila aq dpt news yg dia g army , air mata aq jatuh cmtu je. hati aq sakit sebab bagi aq super junior is ONE  , then aq terus call adik aq tnya dia sebb mse aq dpt tahu tu aq kt campus. then bila dah confirm yg heechul g army , air mata aq mengair macam tu je. why so sudden oppa? knape tibe2 je? aq lom puas nk tgok heechul perform mr simple lg. T_T  dia pegi 2 years k ? bukan 2 days , not 2 months , but 2 years?? 2 years without kim heechul. aq xboleh bayangkan super junior tanpa heechul. sapa yg nk comfort leeteuk bila leeteuk sedih ? xde lgi dh tweet-2 comel dri dia. i'm gonna miss u forever KIM HEECHUL !

heechul oppa , please take care of ur health. don't worry. we will waiting for u! don't worry. we waiting for u!

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hello peep's !

lme gile aq xconteng blog aq ni. im too lazy , what to do. nak type pon malas. *sigh .. not my fault. haha. later update u all anything. now , right now dah masuk waktu berbuka puasa. u all puasa tak ? dahh2 , bye!

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Saya sayang Super Junior !

salam.

aq ase kan , sekarang ni otak aq dah tak bape nak betul , sejak super junior buat comeback , aq angau semacam je, angau kat suju? haha ;p tapi betul ngek. senyum sorg2 , dah macam orang gile aq rase aq ni. dahla weekend aq jackpot gile. suju in three days in row. dari jumaat sampai ahad , marathon suju :) mane tak , jumaat comeback kat kbs music bank , sabtu kat mbc music core and ahad lak kat sbs inkigayo :) fuhh , sesak nafas mak tengok dorang k? kalau lah aq dapat kenal orang yang handsome macm dorg , bahgia hidup aq. 

actually , today aq rase terharu , bukan ape, ELF (superjunior fans) kan support suju gile2 since dorg comeback , lagi K-ELF , fanchant superb gile , aq kat umah goosebump dgr , pe lgi dalam studio kan? aq proud gila ngan dorg , sanggup tnggu suju even tak dapat masuk studio , still tunggu kat luar. dorg show that dorg willing to do anything for super junior. aq teringin sangat2 nak join semua tu,  tapi aq tao aq TAKKAN dapat. aq just mengharap sangat2 ss4 nanti aq dapat ikut :') aq nak sangatt pergi k? coz ni album terakhir suju. aq xnak ar cakap ni last album , donghae pon dah cakap yang after leeteuk and heechul balik dari army , dorg akan comeback cepat2. aq percaya tu semua , aq akan tunggu. tapi , aq rasa macam mustahil , lepas leeteuk g army , member lain lak kn yg akan pergi. so bila dorg nak comeback? tapi walau apapun , walau macam mana sali pon , aq akan tetap tunngu super junior. aq percaya ngan dorg , i believe in them. even aq minat gak kpop idol yg lain , tapi.. bagi aq super junior lain , dorg special sangat2. make it precise , super junior je yang boleh buat aq nanges. bile tengok dorg nanges , aq sedih , bila baca bnda2 yg sedih bout them, senang je air mata aq jatuh. :'( aq sayang dorang sangat2. 

macam harini , leeteuk belanja ELF icecream , leeteuk show his concern and love by doing that. even for people out there , bnda ni simple,  but for me , it's really2 sweet and for me leeteuk appreciate ELF. kat twitter suju member pon banyak mention bout ELF , dorg terharu ngan ELF. okay , leeteuk bagi ice cream sebab tengok ade ELF yg tak dapat masuk studio. bagi aq benda ni sangatlah touching , salunya artis , mulut je manis, terharu ngan peminat lah , tanpa peminat sapalah dorg. yelah tu kn? tengok super junior , even dah worldwide , tak penah nak berlagak. dah famous gile bapak pon still rendah diri , hargai fans , siap bagi ice cream lagi. entah lah , aq tersentuh dengan apa yang leeteuk dah buat. sebab tulah dia dipanggil as NO 1 LEADER dalam kpop ni. sayang awak abag long!!!

 banyak tak ice cream leeteuk and all member super junior beli for ELF :)

 kalau lah aq dapat , pergghhh .. memag aq simpan sampai ice cream tu dah takde bentuk ice cream lagi dah ;p

sweet kan super junior. sweet lagi dari madu dorg ni.for me , leader leeteuk really cares about ELFs even though he is super tired. kan? 

donghae , heechul and ryeowook :)

P/s : handsome lak aq tengok donghae sekarang ni. hehe. even mak aq pon cakap donghae handsoeme :) sorry sungmin and leeteuk , isteri mu curang sekejapp. hahaahha *evil laughh

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Super Junior Is The Best :)

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Mr. Simple

wuhuuu~

before terlambat , meh sini aq wish .. selamat berpuasa to all muslim on this world. puasa tahun ni better korang bagi full k? jangan nak ponteng2 , yg pompuan tu , kalau dah tak dapat puasa , jangan lak makan depan public. sumpahh , sangat tak sopann ok ? 

super junior comeback. Mr Simple , hawt kan husband2 saye ni? haha

dah2 , aq nak story morry bout super junior!! whuuutt2? haha. SUPER JUNIOR COMEBACK!! MR.SIMPLE. adohh , sangat bestt okay lagu tu , aq asyik nak dengar je , keep play it over and over .. sampai kat umah aq pon asyik berkumandang lagu tu je. sepatutnya time bulan posa2 ni , pasang ayat2 suci al quran , tapi aq ngan adik aq .. lain lak jadi .. dahtu , sape suruh suju comeback bulan2 posa ni kan? tergugat iman2 semua2 ELF kat muka bumi ni . dah lah comeback kali ni awesome gileee~ sape la boleh diam je kan? orang mental sakit otak ade perasaan gak. haha :)

 leeteuk , abanglong yang nampak muda sentiasa.. sayang beliau much2.

 eunhyuk with his new hair style? what do u think? at first , i didn;t like it. but now. whoa! i think it suit him well. like usual , hotness overload~!

SUPER JUNIOR , THE LAST MAN STANDING! 

 our evil magnae , dah jadi man dah sekarang ni ..

 trademark for Mr. Simple . tangannn ala2 main renjis2. haha. sukeee :)))

tengok gambar diatas , capture screen dri music video? meriah kan? sumpah bestt ooo~

aq suka semua,  music video dia gempak .. warna warni je. sedap mata daku memandang. macam bonamana ngan sorry2 kan tak banyak warna , for this album colorful je. so saye sukkee :) even banyak yang cakap ni last album , aq xnak fikir sangat , because for me .. super junior will always in my heart .. aq xnak sedih2 ngan comeback ni even aq tao maybe ni last album dorg . now , aq harap GDA suju menang .. pleaseee , before leeteuk and heechul going to army .. well , aq sayang super junior ketat2. kau tak suka? kau cakap nyampah? kau boleh g mampus. jangan nak sibuk2 life aq , life aq , suka hati aq lahh kan? haha

dah2 , now layan lah lagu baru suju . Mr Simple .. AWESOME bin SUPERB kan. :)

Music Video For Mr. Simple , Layann~ dah dengar , gerenti korang addict.

suddenly after watch Mr Simple MV , rase cam saya dah bertukar bias je . donghae hsjadchajlshnljcna (smash keyboard) he so fuckinggg hott , hard to explain in word. sangat2 comel , handsome , kacak dan semua2 lahh. sayang awak fishy!

bestt gile , orang , lagu , dance stepp .. sume aq suka. yeah , aq tamak, thank you! super junior , sayang koranggg!!!

handsome kan semua ahli2 suju ni? well , dorg ni berbakat k? cukup pakej semua. :)

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am i in love? or just a crush ?

hye2 reader's :) ehh , ade ke reader's kt blog aq ni ? ahh , lantak lahh , blog aq. aq nak perasan ke ape ke , suka hati lah kn? erkk ? haha. 

first of all kn , aq dh nekad nak lupakan izham. yeayyy! haha :') tutup dah cerita ktorg. malas aq nk kenang2 lagi. ok , aq nk share ngn korang something. haha. pssssttt , aq rse aq de crush ngan someone. CRUSH je ok. not LOVE. cinta aq hanya untuk izham je. opsss! :) HAHA

crush aq tu , same je campus ngan aq. campus mne ? ahh , ta yah tanya lah k? cane ntah aq boleh terSUKERR dia aq pon ta tao. dah lme kot aq suka dia. dari last sem lgi. tapi aq diam jelah. kawan2 rapat aq tao sape dia. aq ta de lah texting dia sangat pon. kt fb pon kdg2 je.. jumpe pon terserempak je. AHAHA. budushh kan saye? aq pendam je , ta nak gtao. aq sedar diri wok. aq tao aq spe , ta layak pon nk love2 ngan dia , lgi2 hati aq sekrg pon tengah luka berdarah disebabkan cinta2 ni. 

actually , aq da ta suka dia lagi , what i mean is i having a new crush after him. yesss! aq gedik plus gatal. suka hati la kan? dah kate crush , msti kejap je suka someone tu. ta lah lme kn? aq da malas nk amek tao hal dia lagi. tapi baru2 ni aq rasa aq macm having a crush with him again. AGAIN? haha. WTF?? aq pon xcaye . cane  ntah perasaan tu datang lagi. aq tade lah smpai stalk fb dia. i hate stalker k? tapi sejak aq terjumpa dia haritu , aq terus suka dia balik. apa yg aq suka kat dia pon aq ta tao. even aq tao hati dia milik org lain , tapi ta salah kan if aq minat dia gak? aq dok diam2 je , ta kacau dia pon. 

ada org suroh aq ngaku ngan dia yg aq suka dia , but , but.. aq ta nak. malu dow. perigi cari timba ke apee? aq malas nk amek port sangat ar. suka cmtu je. ta letak pape harapan pon sebab aq tao walau cane pon aq , aq tetap ta kan dpat lupakan izham,. aq ta kuat, tapi this time. aq try. aq akan kuat untuk lupakan dia walaupun hati aq nak and rindu dia sangat2. aq kne buang perasaan tu jauh2, dahlah , malas nk fikir lagi. 

hilang terus mood aq bile cite tentg izham , napelah aq ni bodoh sangat asyik ingat dia je? benciii! dahlah , bye! 

to izham : only u have the key to my HEART. i promise u! no matter what , u always in my mind , my soul and my HEART. sorry , i can't be perfect for u. sorry coz i still love u bb. :') sorry for everything!

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sick

sekarang tengah mid sem break. and aq lak boleh lak kn demam + flu + batok time cuti2 cmni .. geram je .. tak sukee betoll lahh! aq rase aq demam msti sebab main hujan ngan nurul n fyra hari tu kat waterfront .. adoh2 , degill sangat mase tu .. now ape jadi? org lain cuti2 semua g outing .. aq ? kat umah je , ngadap lappy , online 24 / 7 .. sobs sobs sobs :'( nak lepak pon cam tade mood je , sakit nyawa asyik batok2 je ... tekak pon sakit . adoh2 , takpelah , dugaan kan/ aq trima je lah .. korang , jage lah kesihatan korang ar .. macam suju salu cakap , ' stay healthy and don't catch a cold ' huhuhuhu .. annyeong! aq nk smbong tdo , nanti2 aq update g .. bye!

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empty :'(

it has been a month .. my heart pain .. aq dh hilang dia , yess . it's hurt peep's .. how hard i tried to smile in front of my buddies by doing a silly thing .. but at the end , i failed .. i do miss him soo muchh! 5year's we've been together , we promise we will count it year by years until forever .. but ? F O R E V E R ? huhh , what does that word mean? nothing is FOREVER! my heart broke so muchh. this is first time i ever felt this kind of pain in my heart, no medicine can heal it. even izham sekali pon. he promise me , but he also the only one who broke all the promises that we made.. i tried to be the best girlfriend for you , but i know i'm not right bb? sedih bila i woke in the morning and look at hp , no more text from you wish me good morning .. bila malam , no more call from you , no more joke from u , no more ayat2 jiwang from u .. xde lagi org nak marah2 kat aq bila aq lepak malam2 , online memanjang and xde lagi orang nak gaduh dengan aq sebab aq obses ngan super junior .. and now dah ada orang dah ganti aq , for what lah kan aq still tunggu semua tu? am i stupid? dumb? yessss! i ammmm! aq xleh trima semua tuh .. now my life kosong , empty..  aq x mengharap pon kita akan macam dulu lagi .. i dah penat sangat sangat dengan u bb. penat sangat. i do love u , my heart want u .. but i dah penat. i regret bnda cmni jadi ngan kita. i'm sorry , because of HER , we became like this. i'm soo sorry sayang .. but trust me , u are the best thing i ever had .. i mark ur word , kalau ada jodoh tak kemana .. rightt! u are right dear .. but , i xnak mengharap pon .. i just want you smile and enjoy your life as teenager and please be happy ..  islysm. :'(

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Back To U !

ehemm2 , 

lme dah aq x update pape kt blog aq ni kn?

sorry , malas nk update pape.

dahlah , aq nk share ngan korang lagu back to you by b2st , laki2 baru aq ..

aq suke dgr lagu tu , then aq tgok lirik dia , tapi eng sub punyalah, nak tengok bahasa korea?

haram satu ape aq xpandai nak baca , 슈퍼 주니어 haa , kalau ni aq taolah. SUPER JUNIOR. haha. tu je satu2 nye bahasa korea yang aq pandai baca.

ok , back to my story .. aq tgok la maksod lagu tu semua kan ..

then aq rasa makna lagu tu macam situation aq sekarang.

i do rindu izham k? aq nak dia balik , tapi hati aq dah penat sangat2 ngan dia. cukuplah , kawan jelh.

tapi kadang2 aq nk KLMJ x salah kn? hehe :) aq dh jnji ngan izham , ape yg aq jnji ngan dia , insya'allah , kalau xde pape , aq akan buktikan n tunaikan. saye janji taw bb! n semua jnji izham ngan aq , aq ingat tapi  aq xnak mengharap pape pon. even ktorg kawan je now :) tapi aq masih sayang dia sangat2. bukan senang nak buang izham dalam hati aq. dahlah , nahhh~ lagu back to you punya lirik .. dia describe hati aq now. :(

BEAST – Back To You

지나간 시간을 잊으려 해도 잊혀지지 않아 (잊혀지지 않아)

Ji-nan-gan shi-gan-eul ij-eu-ryeo hae-do it-hyeo-ji-ji anh-a (it-hyeo-ji-ji anh-a)

항상 날 부르던 네 목소리가 귓가에 맴돌아 (귓가에 맴돌아)

Hang-sang nal bu-reu-deon ne mok-so-ri-ga gwit-ga-e maem-dol-a (gwit-ga-e maem-dol-a)

나도 모르게 내 발걸음은 널 향해만 가잖아

Na-do mo-reu-ge nae bal-geol-eum-eun neol hyang-hae-man ga-janh-a

이제 난 어떡해 난 이제 어떡해

I-je nan eo-ddeok-hae nan i-je eo-ddeok-hae

Don’t you tell me why

Don’t let me down

돌아와 자꾸 너만 생각나

Dol-a-wa ja-ggu neo-man saeng-gak-na

제발 한 번만 (다시 한 번만)

Je-bal han beon-man (da-shi han beon-man)

I’m going out of my mind

안 보이잖아 네가

An bo-i-janh-a ne-ga

Tell me I can go go go 너에게로 다시 you you you

Tell me I can go go go neo-e-ge-ro da-shi you you you

너 없인 안돼 true true true

Neo eobs-in an-dwae true true true

네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you

Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)

Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)

I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)

네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you

Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back to you

널 향한 마음을 비우려 해도 지워지지 않아

Neol hyang-han ma-eum-eul bi-u-ryeo hae-do ji-weo-ji-ji anh-a

난 오직 너인데 오직 난 너인데

Nan o-jik neo-in-de o-jik nan neo-in-de

Don’t you tell me why

Don’t let me down

너와의 추억들만 떠올라

Neo-wa-eui chu-eok-deul-man ddeo-ol-la

잊을 수 없어 (지울 수 없어)

Ij-eul su eobs-eo (ji-ul su eobs-eo)

가끔 날 떠올리긴 할 지

Ga-ggeum nal ddeo-ol-li-gin hal ji

못된 사람아

Mot-doen sa-ram-a

Tell me I can go go go 너에게로 다시 you you you

Tell me I can go go go neo-e-ge-ro da-shi you you you

너 없인 안돼 true true true

Neo eobs-in an-dwae true true true

네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you

Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back to you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)

Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)

I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)

네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you

Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back to you

스쳐간 바람만도 못한가 봐 나 ah ah

Seu-chyeo-gan ba-ram-man-do mot-han-ga bwa na ah ah

차갑게 떠났어도 밉진 않아 네가

Cha-gab-ge ddeo-nass-eo-do mib-jin anh-a ne-ga

지겹게 지독하게 널 그려내

Ji-gyeob-ge ji-dok-ha-ge neol geu-ryeo-nae

또 아프게 이런 게 다 무슨 소용이겠어

Ddo a-peum-ge i-reon-ge da mu-seun so-yong-i-gess-eo

I say no more

Tell me I can go go go 너에게로 다시 you you you

Tell me I can go go go neo-e-ge-ro da-shi you you you

너 없인 안 돼 true true true

Neo eobs-in an-dwae true true true

네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you

Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back to you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)

Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)

I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)

네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you

Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back to you

매일 나와 함께 있던 널 꿈 속에서만 바라보는 게 참 힘들어

Mae-il na-wa ham-gge itt-deon neol ggum sok-e-seo-man ba-ra-bo-neun ge cham him-deul-eo

차라리 악몽이라면 깨어나면 모든 게 다 그대로일 텐데

Cha-ra-ri ak-mong-i-ra-myeon ggae-eo-na-myeon mo-deun ge da geu-dae-ro il ten-de

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

When I try to forget the past times, I can’t forget it (I can’t forget it)
Your voice that used to always call my name roams in my ears (Roams in my ears)

Unknowingly my footsteps are headed towards you
Now what do I do? What do I do now?

Don’t you tell me why
Don’t let me down
Comeback, I keep thinking of you
Please just one time (One more time again)

I’m going out of my mind
I can’t see you

Tell me I can go go go Back to you you you you
I can’t live on with you true true true
I need you, to you back to you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I need you, to you back to you

When I try to empty my heart towards you, it doesn’t erase
I only need you, only you I need

Don’t you tell me why
Don’t let me down
The memories with you keep coming up
I can’t forget (I can’t erase)

I wonder if you think of me sometimes
You bad person

Tell me I can go go go Back to you you you you
I can’t live on with you true true true
I need you, to you back to you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I need you, to you back to you

I probably can’t even measure up to the wind that blows by ah ah
Even if you left me coldly, I don’t hate you
I keep drawing you back fervently
What is the use if I’m going to be hurting again
I say no more

Tell me I can go go go Back to you you you you
I can’t live on with you true true true
I need you, to you back to you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I need you, to you back to you

It’s so hard looking at you, who I used to be with be every day, just in my dreams
At least if it was a nightmare, I would wake up and everything would be the way it was.

gambar rajah diatas menunjukkan kumpulan b2st or beast. dorg la penyanyi lagu back to you ni. hehe. hensem2 kan? haha 

p/s : AQ DAH ANGAU NGAN JUNHYUNG AND YOSEOB LAK SEKARANG NI. :)

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