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am i in love? or just a crush ?

hye2 reader's :) ehh , ade ke reader's kt blog aq ni ? ahh , lantak lahh , blog aq. aq nak perasan ke ape ke , suka hati lah kn? erkk ? haha. 

first of all kn , aq dh nekad nak lupakan izham. yeayyy! haha :') tutup dah cerita ktorg. malas aq nk kenang2 lagi. ok , aq nk share ngn korang something. haha. pssssttt , aq rse aq de crush ngan someone. CRUSH je ok. not LOVE. cinta aq hanya untuk izham je. opsss! :) HAHA

crush aq tu , same je campus ngan aq. campus mne ? ahh , ta yah tanya lah k? cane ntah aq boleh terSUKERR dia aq pon ta tao. dah lme kot aq suka dia. dari last sem lgi. tapi aq diam jelah. kawan2 rapat aq tao sape dia. aq ta de lah texting dia sangat pon. kt fb pon kdg2 je.. jumpe pon terserempak je. AHAHA. budushh kan saye? aq pendam je , ta nak gtao. aq sedar diri wok. aq tao aq spe , ta layak pon nk love2 ngan dia , lgi2 hati aq sekrg pon tengah luka berdarah disebabkan cinta2 ni. 

actually , aq da ta suka dia lagi , what i mean is i having a new crush after him. yesss! aq gedik plus gatal. suka hati la kan? dah kate crush , msti kejap je suka someone tu. ta lah lme kn? aq da malas nk amek tao hal dia lagi. tapi baru2 ni aq rasa aq macm having a crush with him again. AGAIN? haha. WTF?? aq pon xcaye . cane  ntah perasaan tu datang lagi. aq tade lah smpai stalk fb dia. i hate stalker k? tapi sejak aq terjumpa dia haritu , aq terus suka dia balik. apa yg aq suka kat dia pon aq ta tao. even aq tao hati dia milik org lain , tapi ta salah kan if aq minat dia gak? aq dok diam2 je , ta kacau dia pon. 

ada org suroh aq ngaku ngan dia yg aq suka dia , but , but.. aq ta nak. malu dow. perigi cari timba ke apee? aq malas nk amek port sangat ar. suka cmtu je. ta letak pape harapan pon sebab aq tao walau cane pon aq , aq tetap ta kan dpat lupakan izham,. aq ta kuat, tapi this time. aq try. aq akan kuat untuk lupakan dia walaupun hati aq nak and rindu dia sangat2. aq kne buang perasaan tu jauh2, dahlah , malas nk fikir lagi. 

hilang terus mood aq bile cite tentg izham , napelah aq ni bodoh sangat asyik ingat dia je? benciii! dahlah , bye! 


to izham : only u have the key to my HEART. i promise u! no matter what , u always in my mind , my soul and my HEART. sorry , i can't be perfect for u. sorry coz i still love u bb. :') sorry for everything!



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sick



sekarang tengah mid sem break. and aq lak boleh lak kn demam + flu + batok time cuti2 cmni .. geram je .. tak sukee betoll lahh! aq rase aq demam msti sebab main hujan ngan nurul n fyra hari tu kat waterfront .. adoh2 , degill sangat mase tu .. now ape jadi? org lain cuti2 semua g outing .. aq ? kat umah je , ngadap lappy , online 24 / 7 .. sobs sobs sobs :'( nak lepak pon cam tade mood je , sakit nyawa asyik batok2 je ... tekak pon sakit . adoh2 , takpelah , dugaan kan/ aq trima je lah .. korang , jage lah kesihatan korang ar .. macam suju salu cakap , ' stay healthy and don't catch a cold ' huhuhuhu .. annyeong! aq nk smbong tdo , nanti2 aq update g .. bye!


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empty :'(


it has been a month .. my heart pain .. aq dh hilang dia , yess . it's hurt peep's .. how hard i tried to smile in front of my buddies by doing a silly thing .. but at the end , i failed .. i do miss him soo muchh! 5year's we've been together , we promise we will count it year by years until forever .. but ? F O R E V E R ? huhh , what does that word mean? nothing is FOREVER! my heart broke so muchh. this is first time i ever felt this kind of pain in my heart, no medicine can heal it. even izham sekali pon. he promise me , but he also the only one who broke all the promises that we made.. i tried to be the best girlfriend for you , but i know i'm not right bb? sedih bila i woke in the morning and look at hp , no more text from you wish me good morning .. bila malam , no more call from you , no more joke from u , no more ayat2 jiwang from u .. xde lagi org nak marah2 kat aq bila aq lepak malam2 , online memanjang and xde lagi orang nak gaduh dengan aq sebab aq obses ngan super junior .. and now dah ada orang dah ganti aq , for what lah kan aq still tunggu semua tu? am i stupid? dumb? yessss! i ammmm! aq xleh trima semua tuh .. now my life kosong , empty..  aq x mengharap pon kita akan macam dulu lagi .. i dah penat sangat sangat dengan u bb. penat sangat. i do love u , my heart want u .. but i dah penat. i regret bnda cmni jadi ngan kita. i'm sorry , because of HER , we became like this. i'm soo sorry sayang .. but trust me , u are the best thing i ever had .. i mark ur word , kalau ada jodoh tak kemana .. rightt! u are right dear .. but , i xnak mengharap pon .. i just want you smile and enjoy your life as teenager and please be happy ..  islysm. :'(



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Back To U !

ehemm2 , 
lme dah aq x update pape kt blog aq ni kn?
sorry , malas nk update pape.

dahlah , aq nk share ngan korang lagu back to you by b2st , laki2 baru aq ..
aq suke dgr lagu tu , then aq tgok lirik dia , tapi eng sub punyalah, nak tengok bahasa korea?
haram satu ape aq xpandai nak baca , 슈퍼 주니어 haa , kalau ni aq taolah. SUPER JUNIOR. haha. tu je satu2 nye bahasa korea yang aq pandai baca.
ok , back to my story .. aq tgok la maksod lagu tu semua kan ..
then aq rasa makna lagu tu macam situation aq sekarang.

i do rindu izham k? aq nak dia balik , tapi hati aq dah penat sangat2 ngan dia. cukuplah , kawan jelh.
tapi kadang2 aq nk KLMJ x salah kn? hehe :) aq dh jnji ngan izham , ape yg aq jnji ngan dia , insya'allah , kalau xde pape , aq akan buktikan n tunaikan. saye janji taw bb! n semua jnji izham ngan aq , aq ingat tapi  aq xnak mengharap pape pon. even ktorg kawan je now :) tapi aq masih sayang dia sangat2. bukan senang nak buang izham dalam hati aq. dahlah , nahhh~ lagu back to you punya lirik .. dia describe hati aq now. :(


BEAST – Back To You
지나간 시간을 잊으려 해도 잊혀지지 않아 (잊혀지지 않아)
Ji-nan-gan shi-gan-eul ij-eu-ryeo hae-do it-hyeo-ji-ji anh-a (it-hyeo-ji-ji anh-a)
항상 날 부르던 네 목소리가 귓가에 맴돌아 (귓가에 맴돌아)
Hang-sang nal bu-reu-deon ne mok-so-ri-ga gwit-ga-e maem-dol-a (gwit-ga-e maem-dol-a)
나도 모르게 내 발걸음은 널 향해만 가잖아
Na-do mo-reu-ge nae bal-geol-eum-eun neol hyang-hae-man ga-janh-a
이제 난 어떡해 난 이제 어떡해
I-je nan eo-ddeok-hae nan i-je eo-ddeok-hae

Don’t you tell me why
Don’t let me down
돌아와 자꾸 너만 생각나
Dol-a-wa ja-ggu neo-man saeng-gak-na
제발 한 번만 (다시 한 번만)
Je-bal han beon-man (da-shi han beon-man)
I’m going out of my mind
안 보이잖아 네가
An bo-i-janh-a ne-ga

Tell me I can go go go 너에게로 다시 you you you
Tell me I can go go go neo-e-ge-ro da-shi you you you
너 없인 안돼 true true true
Neo eobs-in an-dwae true true true
네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you
Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you
Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back to you

널 향한 마음을 비우려 해도 지워지지 않아
Neol hyang-han ma-eum-eul bi-u-ryeo hae-do ji-weo-ji-ji anh-a
난 오직 너인데 오직 난 너인데
Nan o-jik neo-in-de o-jik nan neo-in-de

Don’t you tell me why
Don’t let me down
너와의 추억들만 떠올라
Neo-wa-eui chu-eok-deul-man ddeo-ol-la
잊을 수 없어 (지울 수 없어)
Ij-eul su eobs-eo (ji-ul su eobs-eo)
가끔 날 떠올리긴 할 지
Ga-ggeum nal ddeo-ol-li-gin hal ji
못된 사람아
Mot-doen sa-ram-a

Tell me I can go go go 너에게로 다시 you you you
Tell me I can go go go neo-e-ge-ro da-shi you you you
너 없인 안돼 true true true
Neo eobs-in an-dwae true true true
네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you
Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back to you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you
Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back to you

스쳐간 바람만도 못한가 봐 나 ah ah
Seu-chyeo-gan ba-ram-man-do mot-han-ga bwa na ah ah
차갑게 떠났어도 밉진 않아 네가
Cha-gab-ge ddeo-nass-eo-do mib-jin anh-a ne-ga
지겹게 지독하게 널 그려내
Ji-gyeob-ge ji-dok-ha-ge neol geu-ryeo-nae
또 아프게 이런 게 다 무슨 소용이겠어
Ddo a-peum-ge i-reon-ge da mu-seun so-yong-i-gess-eo
I say no more

Tell me I can go go go 너에게로 다시 you you you
Tell me I can go go go neo-e-ge-ro da-shi you you you
너 없인 안 돼 true true true
Neo eobs-in an-dwae true true true
네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you
Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back to you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
네가 필요해 너에게로 back to you
Ne-ga pil-yo-hae neo-e-ge-ro back to you

매일 나와 함께 있던 널 꿈 속에서만 바라보는 게 참 힘들어
Mae-il na-wa ham-gge itt-deon neol ggum sok-e-seo-man ba-ra-bo-neun ge cham him-deul-eo
차라리 악몽이라면 깨어나면 모든 게 다 그대로일 텐데
Cha-ra-ri ak-mong-i-ra-myeon ggae-eo-na-myeon mo-deun ge da geu-dae-ro il ten-de

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

When I try to forget the past times, I can’t forget it (I can’t forget it)
Your voice that used to always call my name roams in my ears (Roams in my ears)
Unknowingly my footsteps are headed towards you
Now what do I do? What do I do now?
Don’t you tell me why
Don’t let me down
Comeback, I keep thinking of you
Please just one time (One more time again)
I’m going out of my mind
I can’t see you
Tell me I can go go go Back to you you you you
I can’t live on with you true true true
I need you, to you back to you
Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I need you, to you back to you
When I try to empty my heart towards you, it doesn’t erase
I only need you, only you I need
Don’t you tell me why
Don’t let me down
The memories with you keep coming up
I can’t forget (I can’t erase)
I wonder if you think of me sometimes
You bad person
Tell me I can go go go Back to you you you you
I can’t live on with you true true true
I need you, to you back to you
Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I need you, to you back to you
I probably can’t even measure up to the wind that blows by ah ah
Even if you left me coldly, I don’t hate you
I keep drawing you back fervently
What is the use if I’m going to be hurting again
I say no more
Tell me I can go go go Back to you you you you
I can’t live on with you true true true
I need you, to you back to you
Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I need you, to you back to you
It’s so hard looking at you, who I used to be with be every day, just in my dreams
At least if it was a nightmare, I would wake up and everything would be the way it was.
gambar rajah diatas menunjukkan kumpulan b2st or beast. dorg la penyanyi lagu back to you ni. hehe. hensem2 kan? haha 

p/s : AQ DAH ANGAU NGAN JUNHYUNG AND YOSEOB LAK SEKARANG NI. :)





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About ME

Fyqa Madzid
22 october 1992
i'm Johorian ,Jay Bee
Sweet 19teen
Taken by Mohd Izham
Super Junior is My ANGEL

Mrs. Izham

Mrs. Izham
U hate me ? i dont care bitch !! i just be MYSELF :)

My HERO !

My HERO !
Love u so muchh AYAH

My MOM! ILY :)

My MOM! ILY :)

My BROTHER !

My BROTHER !
My only ONE brother that i have :) ILY :)

My Sis

My Sis
Ieta , Adik aku yg SENGAL

mE

mE
me is me , who i am :)

Bestie of Mine

Bestie of Mine
A friend that can see my tears behind my smile. A very reliable friend. We're crazy when we're together.

Wishlist

Score 3 pointer
menjerit2 tengok konsert super junior
i want Nikon DSLR camera
Going to Seoul Korea

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my dRug !

The Owner of My HEART.

The Owner of My HEART.
I Know The Meaning Of FRIENDSHIP, HARDWORKING and Love .. I'ts All Because Of YOU , SUPER JUNIOR! I proud to LOVE you FOREVER .. They Teach me how precious friendship are. Don't you dare bash them in front of me. They are my 15 precious boys.

My Second Family

My Second Family
ELF. Ever Lasting Friend. I love My ELF family so much. ELF is AWESOME ! Let's Together we walk till the end

My Oxygen

My Oxygen
Lee Sungmin .. The One And Only. My Husband in My Fantasy World.

My Insipiration , My Angel

My Insipiration , My Angel
Park Jungsoo .. An Angel that comes from heaven. Leader of SUPER JUNIOR . The BEST LEADER ever in Kpop .. i always love , protect and believe in u LEETEUK! I'll be waiting for you leader. Please be healthy while you in army. Not END but AND :)

My Handsome Anchovy

My Handsome Anchovy
The Monkey that i adore so much. the Dancing Machine. I Love You Eunhyuk !



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