it has been a month .. my heart pain .. aq dh hilang dia , yess . it's hurt peep's .. how hard i tried to smile in front of my buddies by doing a silly thing .. but at the end , i failed .. i do miss him soo muchh! 5year's we've been together , we promise we will count it year by years until forever .. but ? F O R E V E R ? huhh , what does that word mean? nothing is FOREVER! my heart broke so muchh. this is first time i ever felt this kind of pain in my heart, no medicine can heal it. even izham sekali pon. he promise me , but he also the only one who broke all the promises that we made.. i tried to be the best girlfriend for you , but i know i'm not right bb? sedih bila i woke in the morning and look at hp , no more text from you wish me good morning .. bila malam , no more call from you , no more joke from u , no more ayat2 jiwang from u .. xde lagi org nak marah2 kat aq bila aq lepak malam2 , online memanjang and xde lagi orang nak gaduh dengan aq sebab aq obses ngan super junior .. and now dah ada orang dah ganti aq , for what lah kan aq still tunggu semua tu? am i stupid? dumb? yessss! i ammmm! aq xleh trima semua tuh .. now my life kosong , empty.. aq x mengharap pon kita akan macam dulu lagi .. i dah penat sangat sangat dengan u bb. penat sangat. i do love u , my heart want u .. but i dah penat. i regret bnda cmni jadi ngan kita. i'm sorry , because of HER , we became like this. i'm soo sorry sayang .. but trust me , u are the best thing i ever had .. i mark ur word , kalau ada jodoh tak kemana .. rightt! u are right dear .. but , i xnak mengharap pon .. i just want you smile and enjoy your life as teenager and please be happy .. islysm. :'(
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