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salam~ 


before aq nk mencarut bnda bukan2 kat sini , baik aq bgi salam dulu ..
now kol 11.52 pm . aq ngah panas hati , panas giler2  , macam air panas bru masak!


seriously aq xleh sabar lagi , so bnda2 yg aq rse before ni .. aq pat tao gak malam ni ..
aq dah agak gile. aq xfaham dow. sial babi jahanam kau laki! 


AQ XPENAH NAK AMEK TAHU HAL KAU , SIKIT PUN AQ TAKKK BERMINAT NGAN LIFE KAU , YG KAU G SIBUK2 NAK MESS UP WITH ME ASAL?? KAU XDE LIFE KE APEE?


oppss , cool down. p aq xdapat , entah aq marah gile , sedih , xfaham n sume lah kan.. aq xpenah nak kacau dia pun , tegur ape lagi. kenal cm tu je. then , yg dia nk g cakap bnda2 yg boleh buat aq naik angin asal? so , selama ni 'korang' maksudkan aq? FUCK! aq dah agak lama dh~ g mati ar kau. lagi2 kau , pe name kau? entahh , xingat lak aq. 


herann lak aq dow , kau bercakap ngan aq pon xpenah , then kau g cakap bnda bukan2 kat aq asal? nk kutuk aq? KAU INGAT KAU BAGUS SANGAT? MUKA CAM TENUK , MACAM BERUK! AQ RASE BERUK HANDSOME LAGI DARI KAU. DAHLA PERASAN KAU STYLO.. yerkksss , muntah aq dow!


AQ TAK KAN HINA AND KUTUK ORANG BILA ORANG TAK KACAU AQ. TAPI KAU YANG MULA BROO , EVEN KAU TAK MENTION NAMA AQ , BUT AQ TAO TU AQ! WEYYY , KALAU KAU RASE KAU LAKI , DATANG JUMPA AQ , CAKAP DEPAN AQ SUME STATEMENT KAU TNTG AQ , CAKAP DEPAN AQ KALAU KAU BETOL2 JANTAN , ADE TELORRR.. FUCKER JE MUKA KAU AQ TENGOK. 

pakcik ni pon nak tunjuk ni kalau tengok muka kau.. hehe.. sorry!

memang aq xpuas hati ngan kau , ingat ar! kau yg cari hal ngan aq, KAU INGAT , KAU YANG CARI HAL dulu , u start it first. so , kau lepas ni if pape jd ngan kau , aq xnak tanggong sebab mase kau kutuk2 aq , kau xfikir perasaan aq pon kan? kau tunggu bodoh! ikut hati nak je aq tulis nme kau , tpi aq still de perasaan nk jge nama baik kau yang macam celakeee tu bodoh!! kau tunggu k? kau tunggu! aq ulang , BUKAN AQ YANG MULA DULU , KAU YANG MULA DULU .. AQ XPENAH NAK AMEK TAO KEWUJUDAN KAU , BUT NOW AQ RASE CAM INTERESTED LAK NAK AMEK TAO HAL KAU! haha. aq tak kesah la kalau kau laki sekali pon :) sorry la kepada yang berkenaan , kalau kau kat tempat aq pon kau akan meradang n marah gak. so do i :) aq hanyalah manusia biasa yang tak lari daripada ade perasaan marah n geram camni..
so , aq nak cakap kau looser leh tak?eh eh , kau loser!

budak ni pon cakap kau loser , bukan salah aq kot! sebab kau yang mula kan? kau yang mula :)

to sape2 yg bace n korang rase aq over o bajett ke apee.. sorryy , tapi aq sakit hati , aq malas nak bukak mulut cite ngan orang , takut orang tu g cari makhluk tuhan yang aq maksudkan dalam post ni , nanti susah lak hidup dia. kesiannn , orang baru kuar kandang , macam rusa sesat. heheh ;) kesian awak kan? xpe , awak yg mula dulu rightt? n yg bace post ni , kalau ada yg tak suka saya cakap depan2 k? saya open. 

sorry la reader , emosi tak dapat kawal bile tulis bnda2 cmni..

sorry la readers ,emosi sikit sebab sangat sakit hati :)

kalau xsuka baca post ni because i used too much kata2 kesat n maki hamun , sorry la k. geram. and kalau xleh terima ngan cara aq , xyah bca n xyah nk menyibuk ngan aq. sebb aq xheran pon! :))

sorry la k , please forgive me atas kata2 yang agak melampau di atas. tapi sebagai manusia biasa , saya sakit hati. sorry kepada sape2 yang rase kata2 saya melampau. tp , this is my blog kn? who's care :) sorry!


thanks :)

keterPAKSAan

aku rindu izham  tapi aq terpaksa lupakan dia. semua orang kat sekeliling aku pon nak kan aq lupakan dia. aq tahu memang susah , da 6tahun aq ngan dia together. but now da sampai masa aq lupakn dia. aq harap keputusan aq ni betul.sorry boyfie , but u are too much! aq da fed up gile ngan kau. hati aq sakit , kau xpeduli pon kn. even its hard to forget u , but i try. aq ade byak kawan kat sini untuk hilangkan rase rindu aq kat kau. nurul , nadia , kak bunga , fyra .. aq ade dorang. adioosss!~ bye!

even tinggal u sorang je laki kat planet ni  i sanggup single sampai bile2. :) 

boyfie!

SUSAH SANGAT KE KAU NAK LEPASKAN AKU WAHAI BOYFIE! FUCK OFF! AKU BENCI KAU SAMPAI AKU MATI! 

WE ONCE WERE ONE

The day that we first met,
in my mind I still see,
you sitting in the squash court, looking for some company.
I alone myself, sat down with you that day,
neither of us knowing what the hell to say.
But we got through the awkward times, and quickly came to be,
the best of friends to eachother, we could ever be.
The closer we grew, the more we left, the other world behind,
just me and you we jumped into a new place totally blind.
We prayed together our friendship forever, and always would stay the same,
but time has passed, only memories last, and little friendship remains.
WE ONCE WERE ONE! I screamed at you, I want my best friend back!
But we both realized at once it was that bond we lacked.
You think it doesn't hurt me, to see us back to two, looking to my left and right to see there is no you.
But we both are moving on now, lets do it gracefully, I hope our friendship still lives on in you memory.


You will never know how pain i am , how hurt i am when u are not around me.
i do , have a friend out there. they also kind with me , but ? why i fell bad without u as my friend?
i miss u! i'm stupid right? clearly , u dont want me anymore. but , why i still think bout u?
yesss , the truth is, i love u! aq sayang kau. do u know that?




NISREEN , kau tao x , hilang kau lagi sakit dari aq hilang IZHAM.
please , someone help me! what should i do.
aq da penat nanges , for your information babe  , 
dah 3 ari aq nanges bile ingat kau , aq serious ni.
takyah pretend kay? what for? kau ckp kau care bout aq. but takde pon!
plastik kau tao x. i hate u but i still want u back as my friend , as my bestie again.


p/s : aq still simpan sume brg2 kau , ur sweater , ur key chain n etc. aq nk buang brg2 squash aq. :') aq kna gak buang sebb bila aq tengok sume tu , aq tringt kau. chaiyok fiqa! i can do it! 

i proud to be a part of ELF :)

i dunno y i am crying while watching this video .

i cry, y? because i love super junior so muchh! i fell bad wen people insult super junior. just like i said before , SUPER JUNIOR TEACH ME WHAT LOVE , AND FRIENDSHIP IS. I PROUD TO BE PART OF SAPPHIRE BLUE FAMILY , WHICH IS EVERLASTING FRIEND! 


ELF is MY FAMILY ..
SAPPHIRE BLUE is MY BLOOD ..
SUPER JUNIOR is MY OXYGEN ..


I'm An ELF , NO ONE CAN CHANGE IT..


MY LIFE IS AWESOME SINCE I MET SUPER JUNIOR!


i will always protect , believe , and love super junior FOREVER! yaaa , i told u FOREVER.,


thanks for coming into this world super junior! :) please be happy !

I PROUD TO BE ELF! EVERLASTING FRIEND, MY FAMILY , MY BIG FAMILY ..