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hai, hello.. jap2 ,let's me scream a lil bit macam gambar kat atas tu. Jyeaaahhhhhhh (Y) , hahhaha what happen ? not a big deal pun sebenarnya. just i have done my assignment. hehe. dah macam student part 1 yang berjaya siapkan their first assignment lak aku ni. bukan lah, aku memang tak pernah nak review journal ni semua.  my course-mate cakap review journal ni mcm buat soalan bel part 3. dengar macam senang, tengok ahh journal aku panjang mana? panjang mak datuk punya. lahahii ,nampat tak aku exaggerate kat situ? peduli lahh, janji kerja aku dah siap. aku memang dah aim nak  habiskan assignment hari sabtu sebab hari ahad aku nak  act like a boss. haha. nak lepak la kan?  kalau tak siap, kan sia-sia je hari minggu aku. Hmm, memang rasa  sangat-sangatlega dan happy bila dah siap dengan journal ni.  syukur Alhamdulillah :')baru nampak luas pemandangan kat depan aku semua ni.  baru cerah terang bagai kan. masa tertekan and rushing buat assignment tadi,  boleh pulak ayah bawak aku pergijalan. mesti dia kesian tengok anak kesayangan  dia tension. ehh? haha. #perasan.so hasil dia, aku dapat beli baju baru and  novel baru. aku pun tak tahu novel tu bila masa aku  nak baca but since ayah dah nak belanja. me on jelh. Thank you Ayah.  You're the best super hero that i ever seen and i promise you,  i'll become 'somebody'like what you wish in the future. InsyaAllah.  tapi serius, masa aku shopping tadi,  bile teringat assignment terus mood aku jatuh merundum. hehe. sekarang aku happy gilaaa. kerja pun dah siap.  esok fytrah lak ajak chill sama. esok nak bangun awal, nak tengok sj,  nak print nota then kita pergi berjimba. hahha adiosss ,wanna sleep now.  bubbye! 
p/s: tadi masa nak beli novel, kedai tu memang bukak lagu kpop je. eksaited aku bila dengar lagu mr simple. kalau zed zaidi masuk kedai tu mesti dia keluar balik. Hahahahha

They changed my Life.

Hai, What's up guys.  Aku dengar lagu dalam hp aku ni melayan perasaan then aku rasa aku nak  tulis pasal dorg ni pulak. Who change my life ? Hahaha. Sape lagi kalau bukan Super Junior.  Seriously, i feel really glad dapat kenal Super Junior. Since aku kenal dorg, banyak benda yang dah berubah dalam hidup aku.  Aku tak peduli la kalau ada suara-suara sumbang nak cakap aku ni obses ke, fanatik ke. Aku tak peduli. Frankly speaking ! Sebab aku yang lagi kenal diri aku sendiri dari korang-korang tu. Even aku minat SJ banyak mana sekali pon, Agama tetap no satu dalam hidup aku. That's my priority !! Sebab tu aku cakap jangan nak judge aku cakap bukan-bukan. Aku kenal diri aku sendiri dan aku tahu batas aku.
okay ,back to story. Now aku tengah mengalami mixed feeling. Perasaan yang bercampur baur. Entahlah, aku mudah sangat menangis bila fikir pasal SJ. Pastu bila tengok perangai dorky dorg tu aku boleh senyum gelak macam orang gila even time tu aku tengah menangis. See ,dah macam roller coaster dah perasaan aku ni di sebabkan Super Junior.  I love them so much. Feels like they are my family together with ELF. Di sebabkan Super Junior aku dapat kakak, adik and kawan-kawan ELF aku yang lain. Wonderful isn't it ? Aku sayang family ELF aku ni, spazzing kat twitter sama-sama. Bila ada masalah, we comfort each other. I love all of u !! Thanks Super Junior. 
SJ always wonder and asked why ELF love them that much. They said they don't do anything and don't deserve to get the love from ELF. Heyyy, my pabo oppadeul !! You guys means everything in ELF dictionary. Don't you realize that ? You guys taught us a lot of things. And we receive many thing from you guys!  Lets the picture talk..

Super Junior indeed Changed my Life~ ♥♥♥

P/s : They always give the best happiness whenever I feel down. They are not just idols for me but they're part of my family. They are my Strength and Inspiration. I love super junior and I'm Proud to be ELF ♥

A short 'Goodbye'

A short goodbye ? A simple goodbye. I believe ,it's hard for everyone out there to bid farewell.

Saying goodbye and all. So do i. A goodbye to who ? 

To him ,the person that teach me everything without he knows that,

it's weird if i said he teach me many thing but he don't know who am i.

But ,that's the fact. I'm not being delusional and etc..

Actually ,i want to write this a long long time ago. but cough.imtoolazy.cough 

Tbh, deep inside my heart, i feel this is not a Goodbye at all. Why we must say

goodbye to the person that we know he will DEFINITELY comes back ?

You get what i mean right?  

So for me is ,

"SEE YOU SOON" is much more better and more suitable. 

So ,here the person that i mean. My angel..

Super Junior Leader ,Leeteuk !  I think Kpoppers out there dah tahu bout this kan ? He was enlist on 30 october 2012 :(  He will comes back on 29 July 2014. 2 years without him ? My biggest nightmare finally becomes reality. Aku memang taknak dia enlist.  You guys will never know how much this person worth to us ,elf. He sacrificed everything for the sake of Super Junior, Dia penat pon dia still dapat senyum. Dia takkan tunjuk muka penat dia depan ELF.  Dia balik penat2 and sanggup tak tidur demi nak buat  script untuk adik2 dia bila dia  tahu ada member nk pergi variety.  Ada artis nak bagi no hp dorg kt fans dorg ? Takde kn? But he DID that.  See ,i can't talk about him coz i will end up crying. I should stop here. I miss him like crazy. Baru berapa bulan je dia pergi :( I keep told myself that i need to be stronger and waiting for him. But my tears keeps on dropping everytime i thinks about him? What should i do ?  Aku bukan nak bias ke apa ,tapi for me Leeteuk is the best leader in Kpop. Many people agree with this even from other's fandom. U did great in army Teuk oppa. I proud of you. Come back safely. I love you. No word needed. 

P/s : I miss him so much. And it hurt me so badly. Feels like dying. I'm crying. What should i do ? Leeteuk oppa ,Im not that stronger :'( I'm sorry.

Its been a while !!

holla-holla. Anyeonghaseyo chingu !! Pergghhh ,been sooo long i didn't comes here. Almost a year. I guess. Hahahha Berdebu habuk segala bagai dah blog aku ni kn ?  Blog pon dah baru ,aku blur okay tadi. Like seriously.  Banyak story aku nak cerita ,too many stories.  Banyak benda jadi. Yeah ,thing happens. I want to write it tonight but i don'r know which folder i simpan all my gambar. Takkan la hilang. Failed me ! Lappy aku mmg banyak gila folder even me don't know where i simpan all my gambar ,docu and whatsoever.  Gonna tell you all after i found it okayy. Anyyeong ! 

P/s : mood nak blogging datang kembali. semangat yang di seru kembali. Hahahha