aku tak tao npe ngan aku ni. i am stupid. yes , i admit that .. i am stupid. aq rse down gilaa pagi ni.
kenapalah aku gatal sangat nk ingatkan laki bodoh tu? aku tak suka sebenanya nk tulis kt sini sbb laki n especially about him. but aq tak tao nak luah kat sapa dah. i cannot stand with it anymore. it burden me soo much.
yesterday was my birthday ,but i'm not in the mood to story bout that. what that burden me ,yg buatkan jiwa aku kacau is ,he wish my birthday. if that's only a simple wish itsokay for me ,but..but? argh, don't know .. he text me and even call me. if i know it was him ,surely i will not pick up the call but i don't know. he used a new number. how stupid i am? we talk and talk ,at first it's just a normal conversation ,wishing me happy birthday and ask me to do well in future and etc.. then ,suddenly dia flash back all our memories. dia cerita bout mse aku ngan dia smbut birthday aku ,birthday dia.. all moment that we spend together.
aku dh KLMJ dh. boyfie aq call pon aku dh tak layan. entahlah ,it sound silly for u guys but could u imagine? we met and know each other dh almost 6 years already. means , aku kenal dia mase 2005 dlu lgi. happy je then tiba2 we berpisah. entahlah don't know. aq tao aq patut lupakan dia. i should forget him but cane aq nk lupa dia kalau dia orang yang selalu aku cari setiap masa. aku bgun pagi tgok handphone n i hope that he sent me a message. it's enough for me even it's just a simple message. tell me how should i forget him if he always text me with ayat2 ktorg dulu. mcm xde pape yg jdi ngan ktorg. bila dia salu ckp bnda yg sama mse ktorg couple dulu? the sweet message that make my heart melted. aku tahu dia mmg sweet talker but i know him well. apa yg dia ckp suma dtg dri dia. iy comes from his heart. i know that sebb dia bukan jenis yg pndai main2 ayat ni. dri dulu lg. how should i forget him?
and yesterday msa birthday aku ,dia ajak aku return. aku tak tao nk ckap apa. honestly ,mmg aku nak because i only want him to be by my side. but now aku dh ada someone. and someone tu banyak sabar ngan perangai aku. even aku cita tntg ex2 aku pon he still can smile. someone tu gak tahu cite aku dgn dia. entah, aku pon dah jnji nak lupakan dia. but i can't ! i don't know why. otak aku dah serabottt!!
dear my heart : please buang and forget mohd izham bin zaini !!
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